Hard Working Mommy: Baby David

Hard Working Mommy: Baby David: Shaun's family is basically my family as well. I am very close to every single one of them. He has a brother Stephen, a brother Mikey and an...

Baby David

Shaun's family is basically my family as well. I am very close to every single one of them. He has a brother Stephen, a brother Mikey and another brother Billy. Stephen and this amazing girlfriend, MITZI!! I love her she is the most down to earth woman i have ever met! Stephen and her have 3 kids, Dylan, Devin, and now David!!!! So i just wanted to welcome baby David to this crazy world. I'm going to go see him for the first time tomorrow hopefully! If he looks anything like her other two kids im sure he will be absolutly adorable!!! I will post pictures of David at a later date.







This is baby Devin when he was about 6moths old. I need to get some current pictures of him because he is over a year now. He is also the middle child out of the three now.

This is Monster Dylan. He is so super cute and a real charmer. He always needs his "B" which is a little blanket he uses when hes mad. Dylan is three years old and getting super big!!!!

Hard Working Mommy: Where Does The Spark Go!!??

Hard Working Mommy: Where Does The Spark Go!!??:                                             This is Shaun and I when we first got together... We were always hugging, kissing, everythin...

Where Does The Spark Go!!??

                                            This is Shaun and I when we first got together...

We were always hugging, kissing, everything was all romance. I don't want to say it's because of Zack but it seems like when i got pregnant is when we started to fade apart. I don't understand why we don't cuddle or do anything together anymore. We always fight about the dumbest things. I want him to still sweep me off my feet. TELL ME IM PRETTY! Just anything. I feel like being together is just a chore now. I want him to look at me as his partner in life and appreciate me. I work 40 hours a week and starting in June i will be going to school plus working. I just him to tell me good job. I love you. I appreciate all the things you do for me. How do you even say something like that to him though. I have told him before that I need attention. I am apart of this equation too. I am the mother of his son. He has put me through so much hell this past year and i have given him chance after chance to change. I guess when you have a baby its no long just a regular break up. It definatly makes it harder. I would love to find other women out there that is going through this same thing or has went through it. I never really had a lot of friends to be able to talk to about these things. And every time I try to talk to him it turns into a fight!

this is Aiden and Zack. Aiden is Shauns other son who is almost 4. I love this child just as he was my own. And he is an amazing big brother as you can tell :)

Hard Working Mommy: Laid Off DADDY

Hard Working Mommy: Laid Off DADDY: Well as I may have said before Shaun works at a factory and was recently laid off again. You never realize how much you loose and take for g...

Laid Off DADDY

Well as I may have said before Shaun works at a factory and was recently laid off again. You never realize how much you loose and take for granted when you have a baby. Being so young myself and already a mother I sometimes don't understand how older people make it look so easy. It's like a family tried to prepare me for the real world and it went in one ear and out the other! Everything always looks good on paper then you need diapers wipes, your tire gets flat, you need gas. Everything adds up and now i think it might be selfish to go to school in June when I feel like i should be working!

The bright side is that Shaun gets to spend more time with Zack.